Monday 23 February 2009

siapa ini?

shoes

Assalamualaikum....

if u guys are wondering about ur Unit Assessment 2 punya marks m sori...mz lum start marking them yet. M too lazy hahahaahhahaha :D wed ptg mz mark k. so apa ada? nothing much but work and tons of finance homok kan...wahahahahahahahahahahaha i will b immortal.....biar kamu sakit hati sampai kamu tua....ingat jua kamu kn mz...wahahhahahahahahhaa :p

kamu liat punisher dah? PANAT!!! main darah wah diaorg ah.....i was about to sleep when my fren text me up and wanted to watch the movie. since today holiday, so we went dmlm. mata mengantuk tu awal2....sekalinya kepala pacah, muka garit sal kaca, org mati sana sini.....PANAT!!! nada wah org tertido leh nya.....brutal berabis eh...tot rambo 4 was brutal...rupanya ani g brutal maha gaban banar.....gtakut la....Jezz jgn tah liat. makin ganas sja ko leh nya....banar eh...jgn bawa anak damit la....kajut mati tu leh nya.....

i have been trying to organized my shoe sal my parent have been bugging me about my stack of shoes d bawah. so what i wanna do is ambil pics and rakat rah the boxes. when me little sister saw me taking pictures of my shoes, she was shocked! dengan nada yg marah menagur "jgn kaka jual kasut kaka. aku membali!" byk analysis kuar dari kepala mz...yes for a fact, all my shoes are rugged (inda caya tanya c Azie...ia g jeles abt this particular shoe...hehehehehe) 1. kasut mz rugged so my little sis pun mau 2. i am her idol so she wants anything yg mz pernah piggang 3. she n huda openned up a "najmoon fan club" so kasut2 mz atu nanti kana awetkn tuk future fans....WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA........SAI KO JGN CKP SAI. mz simpan g gambar mu yg cawi2 sini krg...lama dah mz inda buat kerja bodoh mcm atu ah....lau ada krg mz masukkn....WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA...

bah eh....mz kn baca buku balik......bah siap kn homok finance...inda siap abis kamu ABIS...cuba tia....abis bulu idung kamu mz pasik....banar.....cuba....

stay safe bebs
najmoon esa

Tuesday 6 January 2009

apa ada yo?

Assalamualaikum...

Happy New year to everybody!!! i know m abit 6 days late but hey, still ada bau cina...hahahahaha....not being racist....jus a bruneian slang stating that the thing is still new. I do hope everybody has their own resolutions dah and hope we can fulfill them this year. Hope is a very big word that can kill our soul but also create life in our heart. It depends on how u apply it to your life. Wanna koe my resolution? Read 1 book w/in 2 weeks. So in a mth will be 2 books. In a year will be 36 books. Just hope i am up to the challenge. hehehehe :D

why are there no updates? Well to tell u the truth i have been feeling down lately due to what i have been witnessing. Local and abroad. Witness how education is still not relevant to our 21st century life. Reading that is. How can u learn if u do not read. I did try to push some people to read but yet they disregard my advice and see me as if i am an uncivilized person. That kinda turned me off. If i were to ask my students tomorrow i bet only few could answer them. Do they know about the pyramid? How long did it took to build them? Do they know about the Holocaust? Do you know the sad history of all the countries in this world? Do you know how many continents there are in this world?.....Why do we need to know all this stuff? coz of diversification of knowledge. To be a global player you need all the knowledge. Please do not tell me you guys do not want to be a global player, dat will jus break my heart.

Another issue is about our stereotype vision. I was discussing with my aunt the other day how men will not look at women who wear tudong while they will turn their heads when they notice a girl without one. I just do not know whether our men are ashame of us women who wear tudong...maybe...high probability cause one of my distant-friend has this kind of attitude. If this is "being civilized" then count me out.

Ok m done with being emotional as this cannot be a part of this blogspot :D m watching WWE (world wrestling entertainment) and i just cant believe that Shawn Michaels is still in the game. Happy to see the legend is still alive and kicking. John Cena is still the Champion rupanya. hah. been a long time i have not watch wwe, dnt know why i stop. guess, i was just too tired of watching the same story line all these years. Chris Jericho looks so good mcm Leo DiCaprio. U guys should watch "Blood Diamond". Jgn pikir diamond ani are all flashy-flashy. Some families are destroyed by it and probably the reason why there are child soldier.

Morale of the story? Acquire knowledge when they are still free. Good luck :D

Monday 24 November 2008

blog from the past


Assalamualaikum...

One of my blog during my uni days. Funny banar so i wanna share it with you. Enjoy! :D

my girl
assalamualaikum…

the reason i like to watch korean drama alone is bcoz i hate ppl see me cry. it’s the worst thing. i was watching this korean drama ‘my girl’ (shytz eh…) i got so emotional f u guys liat aku nangis dmlm atu…hish!!! mcm aku yg belakun ani wah…wahahahhahahaha….astafirullah…started liat sal c rey. i went to her room on wed night to bawa ia shisha…she was watching the middle episodes of the drama, aku TERnampak yg ikut blakun atu syg abg, teranah tah ku meliat. after kami balik dari sinsbury…since i got the dvds of the drama (pinjam dari nas) decided to watch it la….i watch it dari 9pm wed night till 3pm on wed…i didnt sleep…i hate it lau i stop some whr jus for a sleep o smtg…cz my mind will b thinking abt it. towards the end of the drama, i ws crying heavily, 12.45pm and worst mell knock on my door to tanya ada ka inda footie since it ws footie day (wed). terkajut w my pale face and bangkong mata she said i dnt need to play. hehehe. it ws kinda our off day. semua masih tido usulnya and kaknisa inda dpt main jua so nada footie. finally the drama ended with them being together. yea jgn mcm ceta won bin ah ‘autumn in my heart’…the couple end up mati…wargh!!! stress ku eh….atu ceta palui nasib syg abg ku blakun mun inda….ku buang cd adi ku tu….it ws 3ish pm aku abis liat ceta atu…n after dat mandi…then climb to my bed and tido…………till 7.45pm…. bangun sal lapar…..heheheheh…sesiapa mo nangis liat la ceta drama korea….insyallah pas liat jdi korean tu…MANA INDA MATA BANGKONG!!!!!! lol….k la mo buat kaja….ciao….bebz…

Lines of hope and freedom

Assalamualaikum...

I took these lines from my previous blog site. Yes, i have other blogs but not active due to some personal reasons. hehehe. Now, some of the lines are home-made and some are taken from my fav books. I do not have the mental strength to blog tonight. Yes, i am physically and mentally tired these days as the end of the year is jus around the big corner. so please excuse me for not entertaining you tonight.

"……dark clouds cover my sight as i tried to look ahead but i couldnt and wouldnt cause i was afraid. never acknowledge the reason why i ceased my heart beat for you although i knew the reason since the day i left your side. Loved and love you. it is better to let my love roam within my heart cause i could not bear the pain of losing you one day, which would be the day that i defy everything within my faith and destroy the world; for that i am afraid to love you. Love cannot be this strong and it should not be this weak. since i tried to love you in a stable fashion, yours started to die. My fallen angel, in silence, in peace and in death, i keep this secret; I love you. May the angels befriend you in heaven and may the demons keep you safe in hell….." Zarek

‘we damn ourselves by our words and deeds. one spoken word will create an endless chain of change and thousand lives rewritten because you speak. Then you regret and curse your stupidity and pray that you could bury the pain so deep that it will prick you no more. when peace comes, be warned that nothing is ever given freely and nothing lasts forever. one day something will come along to make you feel again, and with it, it will bring the pain of the ages upon you. All you have hidden will come out and it could destroy not only you, but anyone near you.’
Acheron Parthenopaeus


najmoon esa

Saturday 22 November 2008

lawa yo!




wahahahahahahaha cua kamu liat muka c gyah...inda plang mz tau npa ia cematu...wahahahahhaha...ah yes....tym dulu2 masa rambut c sy masih mcm helmet motor cycle!!! hahahahahahaha....

najmoon esa

Yoga

Assalamualaikum...

Today's hot topic is all about yoga. The Malaysian Islamic Authority have release a fatwa against yoga and everybody is making a fuss about it because it is a part of their social and healty life. But do they seriously understood why the Islamic clerics release such fatwa?

Below is an interview taken from BBC news about the yoga in Malaysia:
Adam Junid is a Muslim Malaysian who does both - prayers and gym, specifically yoga.

An engineer in his 30s, he goes to a weekly class for about 30 people.

"I don't think it interferes with the religion at all," he says.

"In fact it helps you, makes you healthy and more aligned and it helps you become self aware," he adds.


Do you know that the yoga postures and exercises are the ways of buddist praying to buddha during our fore-fore-fore fathers? Now, i bet someone would replie, "yes i know that. But my 'nawaitu' - niat, is to get in shape; not converting to another religion. As long as my nawaitu is lurus, i do not think it is against Islam." Let me tell you a story which was told by Ustaz Ismail Kamus. One night, a rich man had big gathering and everybody was invited as long as they give some offerings to his god. A hungry man tried to attend the gathering empty-handed. The guards hold him and ask for his offerings. The man said he was poor and hungry. The rich guy came out and explain to the hungry-man that he could present anything to his god. The hungry man looked on the floor and saw a dead fly. He picked it up and asked the rich guy, "can i offer your god this dead-fly?" and the rich guy replied, "yes" and so he did and went into the festival and eat.

Another hungry guy came along and was hold by the guards as he did not have anything to offer to the rich guys' god. The rich guy told the 2nd hungry guy that he can offer anything even a dead fly. The 2nd hungry guy replied,"if i do such act it would mean i am menyekutukan Allah. I rather die of hunger than do such things that can bring Allah wrath upon me."

Someone would reply to me "But doing yoga is not like as if i am offering something." but the truth is, yes you are. That ACT alone is an offering sudah. Do not think that as long as your nawaitu in joining yoga is for the sake of your health and so it would not jeapardize your religion. The fact is, it does.

I am not a religious person and I do not have the rights to say what is right and wrong. I am just telling you a story and it is up to your discretion to decide what is best for you.


najmoon esa